DISRIMINATION IS ILLEGAL~!!

DISRIMINATION IS ILLEGAL~!!
A VERY,VERY DEDICATED MOTHER~!!

Saturday, March 26, 2016

EVIL THAT RUN'S THROUGH GOVERNMENT POSTAL SITE BUT A GOD WITH SO MUCH MORE POWER

                                                                         

Our government is corrupted we all know this......but when "EX-FAMILY MEMBER'S" use it for there gain AGAINST my child caught up in this sick world, where foster care ends there is always a one to pray on a child, her sister and mother it is EVIL~!!! but GOD.....

That is what happened on March 22, 2016 my mother's final day to be with her family at her own funeral ~!! This was very sad to see~!! MICHAEL WOMACK of Bakersfield, Ca. used to be married to my sister Shari for 8 yrs. no children conceived they divorced but he had NO PARENTS HE CONSIDERED MINE TO BE PARENTS so he loved THEM deeply I BELIEVE but the enemy .....

This day the day my mother passed after years of calling them mom & dad and even at times calling them on mother's & father's day, birthday's & holiday's. I and my small children (at the time) new Mike & his wife TRACY WOMACK. I had what I assumed a great ex-brother in law as he seemed to only care for my family after the divorce so a bond was built and as years followed we built a tight bond, he was a brother to me and have many good memories I recall. I continued to allow my youngest Montanna & Shellbe to call him uncle Mike as years past bye. Mike's wife TRACY called me "friend" even had me in the grips of her belief of  "oh so loving I am a christian" blah blah blah....you are my friends. So being you all are aware after being so mistreated and abused by San Diego County, I fled to live out the remainder of our lives in Washington state with two other daughter's my oldest Amber 31 and my recovered from horrific abuse in foster care Shellbe now 17 but left Montanna 18 as she had headed to UCLA to go to college.(ONCE FOSTER CARE IS OVER.) A blessing again as you NEVER see the GOOD out of these situations. I would of never believed the next trick the enemy was to perform. 

 Yes in fact there own"MISGUIDED" daughter now 23 BRECKYN WOMACK is MICHAEL'S own daughter and she once use to block Montanna on facebook for not being good to me as BRECKYN once was taught to respect me and believe MONTANNA was being so abused NOT TO TRUST ME her own mother."Parental alienation syndrome" it's called it has been since Montanna was 16 when I last saw or embraced her due to "Parental alienation syndrome" Anyways knowing I had not seen Montanna in a few years they decided to play this out on the very day of my mother's funeral when Dad was laying a rose on her casket, he is 85 they were married 60 years no but MICHAEL WOMACK loves his parent's so they brought BRECKYN WOMACK & MONTANNA SOUZA to see (Montanna's grandma buried) but with evil in there thoughts they thought they were prepared to work for evil but God has his own plans. As my beautiful & wonderful mother was laid to rest, I vaguely remember embracing Montanna for a second saying "MY DEAR DAUGHTER" I am short of anything else as with autism my focus was already set and it was my mother whom received my attention. Call autism a blessing most the time. This wasn't all used for evil as GOD always prevails. The sadness that only could be viewed them needing a extra pall bearer and whom is urged for but MICHAEL WOMACK dressed in shorts & plad shirt it was a embarrassment that my father still talks about as he wasn't there for "Mom" as MICHAEL called her but the evil the serpent enlist and those that follow. This family will always be dear to me as I watched as everyone of there 3 hit mile stones it tears my heart into more pieces then the pieces it has taken to find a cure for AUTISM as I truly loved, honored & respected this family, the enemy steals,kills & destroys but GOD can restore, transform a heart from despair, disbelief and true wickedness MICHAEL runs a government postal office in PUNKIN CENTER in BAKERSFIELD, CA. Let' really seriously overwhelm him with letter's of FORGIVENESS as JESUS did unto us.

HATE MAIL: NO WAIT IF I DID THIS WHAT AM I SAYING.....SEND PRAYERS AND WELL WISHES AS I AM NOT A HIPPO CRATE. AS I REALLY DO SEND LOVE & COMPASSION FOR THE LOST, OVERWHELM THIS POST OFFICE WITH MAIL OF LOVE,COMPASSION & FORGIVENESS AS WE ARE THE BEACON OF LIGHT UNTO THIS WORLD THROUGH JESUS CHRIST MY SAVIOR~!!! MY OWN LETTER WILL ARRIVE. MY HEART ACHES FOR GOOD PEOPLE TRULY LOST IN THIS WORLD AS THE WOMACK FAMILY IS.


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                  THE DAGGERS IN US ALL

                                                                   

Saturday, January 2, 2016

I WAS SENT TO JAIL FOR 5 DAYS 4 THIS BLOG I CREATED TO SHOW THE WORLD WE LIVE IN~!!!!

                                                           
I wanted to share with the world now that BOTH my girls cases are closed my oldest now 18 was closed in April 2015 and lies were made up about my now 16 yr. old to run it out longer it closed May 19th 2015 but it totally screwed her out of summer services because we moved to Washington state. This was before I left San Diego, I was sent to jail wasn't in vain though as I was scared first when I went in as there were druggies, bank robber, double offenders for DUI some people that had done some serious crimes. I started telling my story and what kind of disability I had etc.... only because I wanted to communicate and try and help some and I did before you knew it I was the hottest chick in lock down because I was telling the druggies that they didn't need drugs as a way out all they needed was Jesus Christ there were 31 in my room with bunk-beds and 42 on the opposite side you could go over to if you wanted as the bathroom was our divider. Well a few took a liking to me but others became jealous because the attention was on me. God filled me with such power that I prayed for at night that two black ladies were tough and they didn't care for me so I kept my distance but others would come ask "Hey miss Linda, can I pray with you."as they noticed me reading the bible, so I did and it was awesome so many of them had ditched there kids for the dope, some were living with family but most CPS came and took. Now those are serious situation the kids need better care but in my book CPS is NEVER the answer because children are just re-abused & used all over sometimes worse as was my youngest Shellbe. We were forced out of bed at 6 a.m. for breakfast and to walk in a civil line to what was called the chow house. The food was sickening never did I eat nothing except fruit. I was told so much how they make wine to how they slip in drugs but my focus was always my girls but God had a plan to use me for his glory. I had my bible on my bed reading it before light's out at 10 p.m. and some girls would sit at the end of the bed and ask me who is this God you believe in and cares so much about you and then they would share there horror stories of how they started their lifestyle weather it was stealing, stripping, or giving up there beautiful kids just for the next fix. I was sad being I wanted my girls back so bad and had NEVER choose nothing over them. I just was AUTISTIC with some clinical depression and because I was raising TWO autistic girls and overwhelmed I broke down saying I didn't want to live to this provider who was working with my youngest so showing her my arm I cut on but my girls NEVER saw it or knew I was doing it I just needed to feel but she chose to call police and CPS was called and I begged them to call my family as I went into a psychiatric hospital for 3 day's then let go told your not a danger to yourself or anyone else your free to go. Then the fight was set in motion as I was asked by a CPS supervisor "So you think your gonna get your kids back." I said "Yes of course." She replied very nasty "Well see about that." getting back to jail the day's were long most girls would sleep all day, they did play Madea goes to jail which was funny. I was approached by this black girl earlier I was intimidated by she came up and said "Hey I like to write poems want to hear some I said sure she told me in one poem about her "husband" her husband was her choice of drug heroin and how she gave up her children for it so her mamma had to raise her kids, she said the last time she visited them her 8 year old begged her to stay and give up her #1 love heroin as she cried I did to and I prayed with her and told her what a wonderful poet she was and someday her stuff could get published. This hard, beaten down heart was still ALIVE inside her. She thanked me and even hugged me as I told her if she was to seek Jesus he could clear her mind from that drug and go back to her kids. Then on my final night there word got around I was to be released the next morning so this black grandma that despised me and even made fun of my disability and I looked at her when she did and said but Jesus still loves you. She came into the bathroom while I was brushing my teeth and laid herself on the counter sobbing like a baby and said "Mam I go to court tomorrow will you pray for me." and I said "Praise Jesus, sure I will." later that night I couldn't sleep and I wrote all the girls a long letter about accepting Jesus as their personal savior could save thier souls and release there demonds that had a hold upon them and it was my time to go but keep the faith. So I taped it on the bathroom mirror with bible versus and told them there life had a purpose. As 4 a.m. came it was time to leave jail and change into my regular clothes I felt sooooo much power it was like Daniel must of felt walking out of the Lyon's den. See God uses ALL situations for his good & glory and I prayed I made a difference in just (1) as that's called saving a life of guilt and shame and giving them hope for their future. Most of these women were so lost and broken but I know God had a purpose to use ME for there good. I knew I didn't belong there but God did because I was offered community service FIRST but denied it and said I am ready for jail because I prayed the night before and the Lord weighed heavy upon my heart that was what I was to do. My attorney's mouth hit the floor and said "Linda are you sure this is what you want to do." "I said yes God told me to do it. When you have faith as little as a mustard seed and "believe" anything is possible~!!

                                                               

NEVER EVER GIVE UP~!!! JESUS IS THERE.
                                                       



Sunday, March 22, 2015

HAPPY ENDINGS-!!!!!

Well six years have passed and despite the wicked in our world I am blessed to be back with at least two of my girls after a long fight with a very, very corrupt wicked and broken system. San Diego county I was told by several attorneys was the WORST PLACE TO MOVE TO IN LOSING MY CHILDREN. It's a corrupt county and one of the largest of human trafficking!!! Also social workers, judges and foster parents like Gloria Hurtado whom still runs a childcare facility at her home in Escondido, Ca used so much fear and abuse to control my autistic child that hell will hath no fury on them all. We are going forth with filing a multi-million dollar lawsuit against SD county and EVERYONE INVOLVED!! When you kidnap loving children from a loving mother just because you don't like the way they communicate due to Aspergers and never offer them reunification it's all a crime and done with evil intentions.

Thursday, October 9, 2014

GOING HOME, PRAISE JESUS-!!!!

I am moving to Washington state to be with my by TWO girls. I am getting my own apartment and my daughter will supervise my visits but my youngest is so excited in fact she has gone back to being my sweet and now safe child she always even being born premature. GOD say's if your patient good things come your way and it 's our turn I just know.
     Amber states what a delight she has been for her, she does her own Landry , folds both of  there's and brushes her teeth. She got Cindy her melatonin she takes for bed, she feeds the cats, dumps the trash then gets into bed.

Cindy told Amber I can't wait to meet this wonderful mother of yours who raise to wonderful & exceptional girls-!!!!
When Amber told me this it literally made me cry because all the proof I need is for my father in heaven who knows the TRUTH and to no man does it matter. My trial is at it's end stages and only the good comes from him above. I don't know why this was my trial but I will NOT QUESTION GOD ON HIS DECISION and appreciate what it is he has taught to me because I have learned almost SIX YEARS LATER BUT UNLIKE ROBIN WILLIAM'S (God bless his soul) I NEVER GAVE UP because my body is the temple of God. Praise your name.

Saturday, April 19, 2014

TO A PRECIOUS DAUGHTER WHO TURNS 17 TODAY

My dearest daughter, my very bright, strong willed & spirited child of mine. Today is your 17th birthday and I am sharing my love & gift of how blessed I was to be given such a joy in my life. Although your turning 17 and I have not seen those beautiful big brown eyes in a few years there NEVER EVER MISSED-!!!! I loved you, wanted you & thank our wonderful redeemer every night he will always keep you safe from harm and keep your mind straight on why Jesus died on the cross for you and I. I pray my dear daughter your day is blessed with love, strength, fun & much joy. I have a song for you called "A mother's prayer" by Celine Dion. My lovely sweet daughter you are terribly missed but I know I must keep my trust in God as you were always taught he is our only answer to anything & everything we go through and he has a master plan for the end and the enemy NEVER wins-!! I thank him every single night for every minute I was blessed to have you in my life and pray we will be reunited by him one day. Oh how I am so proud of all your achievements as I have always known you will go far. Goodnight my beloved daughter I pray we meet again.

                                      Mom

Sunday, July 21, 2013




Amber Nicole Souza
was my firstborn & has a heart of gold. 
 
Montanna Arianna Souza    
She came as a strong-willed child
but has the brain of a scholar ready for Harvard.                                                            





Shellbe Alexis Souza 

Arrived prematurely but
was blessed to have a loving spirit that touches heaven & beyond. 


God blessed me with three wonderful children. I am proud to say. I will always be there mother no matter who gets in the way. I could of never thought I could be so happy in life but I was as each new day past and with every waking smile they had to share with me it was love at first sight. I raised all 3 on my own with no help from there fathers but I was given the strength to overcome divorce, domestic violence, rape and then living with a autistic man, my youngest two's father whom I did not know was autistic but his heart was good and after what I survived in my first marriage it seemed rewarding. I later discovered I was on the spectrum slightly as are my youngest two. So there were challenges but nothing I could not survive. 
I know our children can teach us sometimes better then we teach them. I will always know I did a great job as a mother and I now thank God for all the time I was given to be there mother in the home. I will not walk in fear of what the enemy has taken but stand proud for what I taught each and every one of them as I was there role model. My girls will always be just that, they will someday know the truth and it will set them free of any negative statements, remarks they were ever told about me. God has secured his spot in my heart so I will believe exactly what his words tell me and in Jeremiah 29-11 his plans for my life are good & not to harm me. We are here on earth a limited amount of time and it's in that time that we choose how to live and what to live by. I am grateful of what I was blessed to have and in God's timing it will be given back to me & for my patience & perseverance I will be rewarded double. I am glad I have no unforgiven thoughts in my heart & no bitterness on my tongue. We all reap what we sow and my fields are cultivated regularly to kill the weeds. It's been amazing being a mom I believe it's the most rewarding job I could of ever done. I am respected and surely loved so the peace is felt deep within my soul. God has been my answer for every trial I have ever endured and I have seen only one set of footprints many times throughout my life and know it was then that Jesus carried me through. I have been transformed to a new creature in Christ.
 I thank him for all the precious and very meaningful times I shared in each one of my children's lives. I have no regrets and I am positive I did the very best I could do as a single parent. 
I am grateful to all the teachings I have now learned and will always rely on my awesome faith. I am a mother but most of all I am a representative for Christ and with that I will retain my freedom to speak of all God has taught me walking through this fire. If you abide in him he can & will take you places you never thought possible while here on earth. I am proud of who I have now become in wisdom, faith, love, mercy, patience, perseverance & my ability to fall in love with my heavenly father. I am saved by his grace for my Redeemer lives~!!!

                  Thank You Jesus for your gifts I was given
                  and the gifts you graciously taught me to have.